The Teen Mom OG episode “One Life to Live” is chock full of drama. Maci Bookout finds out from her son Bentley that her ex Ryan and Mackenzie are expecting a baby. Meanwhile, Catelynn Lowell returns home after rehab but she’s still not feeling 100 percent. She sits down with her husband Tyler Baltierra and tells him she’s having “really bad anxiety in the mornings.” She tells him she’s been “hiding it” because she feels like she’s letting people down. Tyler tells her not to feel like that and assures her that she isn’t letting anyone down. Catelynn tells Tyler, “Obviously, my meds aren’t working.” She goes on to say she had to force herself to get into the shower and put on makeup.
What’s even more heartbreaking to hear is when Tyler says, “It’s gotta be something with me.” Catelynn tells him it’s got nothing to do with him. “It’s my inner child s—t, I’m telling you.” She mentions when she was 8 and “my mom was drinking all the time” or when she was 12, when her dad left. “I’m going back,” Catelynn announces. She also says while crying, “I wouldn’t blame you, Tyler, if you seriously want to divorce me.” Teen Mom OG airs Mondays at 9pm on MTV.