Actress, model and — of course — Playboy mainstay Pamela Anderson bid tearful goodbye to Hugh Hefner, saying that the dynamic Playboy founder made her who she was. (Anderson appeared on the cover of Playboy a record 16 times.) In her grief, Anderson delivers an emotional jag of automatic writing, spilling from her broken heart while gazing out a rainy window in Paris.
In crediting Hefner with being a chivalrous gentlemen, possessing “crazy wisdom,” Anderson reveals ten things about the wisdom he gave her that wouldn’t be out of place in a more conservative places than the Playboy Mansion.
- You taught me everything important about freedom and respect.
- You said: you are so loved
- You said: you are wild and free.
- You said: Be brave.
- You said: I’m proud of you.
- You said: There are no mistakes.
- You said: You are a good girl
- You said: You are not crazy.
- You said: Stay strong
- You said: Stay vulnerable
Goodbye #Hef Mr Hefner I have so many thoughts, I have no brain n right now to edit I am me because of you You taught me everything important about freedom and respect. Outside of my family You were the most important person in my life. You gave me my life… People tell me all the time That I was your favorite… I’m in such deep shock. But you were old, your back hurt you so much. Last time I saw you You were using a walker. You didn’t want me to see. You couldn’t hear. You had a piece of paper in your pocket you showed me – with my name Pamela with a heart around it. Now, I’m falling apart. This feeling is so crazy. It’s raining in Paris now. I’m by the window. Everything anyone loves about me is because you understood me. Accepted me and encouraged me to be myself. Love like no one else. Live recklessly With unfiltered abandon. You said the magazine was about a girl like me. That I embody the spirit you fantasized about. I was the one. You said. I can hear you say – Be brave. There are no rules. Live your life I’m proud of you. There are no mistakes. And with men – Enjoy … (Your wonderful laugh) You have the world by the tail You are a good girl And you are so loved – You are not crazy. You are wild and free Stay strong, Stay vulnerable. … “It’s movie time” You loved my boys … You were always, always there for us. With your love Your crazy wisdom. I will miss your everything. Thank you for making the world a better place. A freeer and sexier place. You were a gentleman charming, elegant, chivalrous And so much fun. Goodbye Hef … Your Pamela 💋